Tonight is the night...

[enigmaanjel]

I go in around midnight. They will place cytotec on my cervix in hopes of preparng it for labor. I will most likely get something to make me sleep ((they did that last time)) and then around 7ish I will start the pit. I am a nervous wreck. I have been crying off and on all day. I keep thinking of the unknown...the what if's and it is breaking my heart. I can not do this again. God willing we come out of this unscarred...this is it for me. I did not expect to have 5 children, let alone health problems from hell...I want to be healthy and be here to raise my children. Please, if you pray, send us prayers, I need my body to stay strong so I can recover from this and be here. Tammy will update you. I will be keeping in touch with her throughout it all.
I am off to pack and get the kids ready to go to my moms.
I should be out of the hospital no later than sat, if all goes well.
I am trying to think positive and believe that when I go in tonight my cervix will be 3 cm's, nice and soft and ready and he will come before too late tomorrow. No c sec no problems...

*HUGS* to all of you!

[Mindyt]

I will say a prayer for you and your baby. Do you have a good support system...people that can help you through this? You sound like you need some strength right now. I wish we could help you more but all I can give you is my prayers and ask God to watch over you. Please let us know that you are ok when you can.

[SarahsMom]

Chelle,

You're going to be just fine! Focus on the positive.....YOU DID IT....you'll be holding a little baby in your arms tomorrow! What a miracle, HOW EXCITING!!! I know everything will go great! Good luck, send pictures!

Kari

[LauraNP]

Good luck!!!

[miracle baby]

I'm happy for you you'll have your baby soon.Good luck.

[sfekke]

Chelle,

I'm so excited for you. If you planning on this being your last one, just think how all the more precious the moments will be! Teeny, tiny little feet!

I miss those moments.

May you have a peaceful labor and restful time in the hospital.

Best wishes,
Sarah

[enigmaanjel]

thanks all! I am a nervous wreck!!! Tammy will update as she gets info. ((THANKS TAMMY )) *hugs*

[tabs]

Good luck Chelle! Soon you will be holding your new baby.

Twilah

[Lisa V]

You will do just fine and I cant wait to hear the details about the baby.

[Tammy]

thanks all! I am a nervous wreck!!! Tammy will update as she gets info. ((THANKS TAMMY )) *hugs*

No problem. I feel honored to update everyone as I get the info! :)

Remember the good what if's.
What if...you get through this fine
What if...your heart does fantastic
What if...you have a healthy baby
What if...by the time I get a new update, you have a baby in your arms.

Keep them in mind.

[KellyDL]

It's a little after midnight now, just letting you know that I'm thinking about you and praying for you and your baby. I can't wait to see the pictures!

[miracle baby]

Hope everything well I'm thinking about you.